Tour de Lust influencer Christine Tran Ferguson – The Tour de Last influencer has revealed that her son Usher with husband Ryan Ferguson died two weeks ago after a “life-threatening fight in the intensive care unit”. He was 15 months old. “My heart is completely broken and shattered into a million pieces,” Christine captioned an Instagram carousel on July 20. “I never understand why, nothing makes sense, I’m still in shock, I just want to wake up from this unimaginable nightmare and hold you in my arms again. Why is this happening to us, why Usher?” You did not deserve any of this.”
Christine, who has not shared a cause of death, said Asher’s passing was “the hardest experience mommy and daddy has ever had to endure.” “Every day has been torture without you, this pain is unbearable,” said Christine, who often shared pictures of her family life with Asher. “I still feel like you’re going to reappear but our home is so quiet and empty without you. Part of me has died with you. I’m so heartbroken, with no idea how to live a life without you.” The 37-year-old recalled her memories of Asher, calling him the “smartest & happiest little boy I’ve ever known” who “made our family complete.”
“You were going to do amazing things and change the world I just know it,” she continued. “I miss your little laughs, the way you stick out your tongue when you giggled, the way you picked up your food with your tiny chubby fingers, your little dance moves, how you clapped your hands, your little feet kicking a ball, the way you grab the hockey or golf sticks for dada, you just always knew how to make everyone smile.”
Since Asher’s passing, Christine said they haven’t moved any of his belongings, adding, “Your room is empty, your stuff untouched.” “I’m so sorry you had to go through this!!” she wrote. “I would give anything to go back in time for you. I still can’t believe you’re gone. Why did you have to leave so early? Kill me.”
She ended her heartbreaking post by sending a message to her followers, stating that she appreciates their support. “I see all the messages. I don’t understand everything right now, but I do know how much you loved Usher,” Christine said. “Thank you for all the overwhelming love and support. He has brought so much joy and happiness to all of us every day. We are still in shock and ask only for privacy during this difficult time as we still have no answers to this excruciating nightmare.”